Can you feel the weight on my shoulders

It’s pushing me down

I can barely hold it up

I want your help

Your voice of support
And you’re no where to be found
My legs are shaking
My face is red

I don’t know if I can handle this

I don’t want to handle this alone

I’m scared
I can’t do it
I fall

In 2013, I got sick, was forced to see 98 different doctors and have since struggled over the last three years to regain my health. I’m a retired perfectionist who is opening up the honest feelings and stories of my flawed past (and present) for others to read in my publication, Fighting with the Shadows of Hell.

Right now I am in grad school to become a couples (maybe sex) therapist to help others overcome issues I have dealt with or helped others so far. I’m no expert, but if you’d love some tips to have healthier relationship, check out my personal site here.