Love Lost

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You’re definitely not
The person I fell in love with.
But you have his face
And his name.
His voice,
And possibly
His thoughts.

Do I still love you?
Or do I love the idea of us?
Do I miss you?
Or do I miss us?
There was security in our uncertainty,
A peace in our forbidden plans,
The rush that came with the weight of our secret.

Maybe I love you-
Loved you.
Maybe I don’t.
But I miss you,
I feel it in my bones.