stupid and childish

i feel bored and tired and lonely

wow man what a way to start a poem

‘i feel [one or more negative emotion(s)/thought(s)]’

real fuckin original brah

hipster ass punk rock indie kid

keep talking shit on yourself dawg

change the subject

i opened up to her over text

which was stupid and childish of me

i guess

but it was one in the morning and i was awake

and she had just gotten back from a trip

and for so long i just wanted to say

‘i think i really dig you and i think we should kick it sometime’

and i told her

over text

it was stupid

and childish

she said something like ‘i was into you for a while

maybe i still am

who knows’

but she subtweets about the crush she has on someone else

and i let a lot of people walk all over me

stupid and childish

but i do

but i would really appreciate it if she didnt string me along

i apologized for the person i was

cos she didnt like it

stupid and childish

i apologized for the person i am

cos she doesnt seem to like it

obviously

but hey maybe we can kick it sometime

im texting her right now

im going to see if she wants to go to the park