I sat with my body today.
I sat with my body today.
I berated her and told her she was a lemon.
She had always been a problem.
I sat with my body today.
She didn’t look how I wanted her to look.
She didn’t do what I wanted her to do.
I sat with my body today.
I told her she let me down.
I besieged the heavens, oh why did I get this one?
I found parts of her distasteful and ugly.
I sat with my body today.
She cried and whispered; I need help.
I told her to be quiet, and go away, and stop being so pathetic.
I sat with my body today.
I ignored her.
I could not bear another problem from her.
The whining and pain she gave me enraged me.
I sat with my body today.
Her whispers now scream.
My attention she now has.
I sat with my body today.
Now sick and struggling for her very survival.
The eons of ignoring her chants.
I sat with my body today.
She heard my loathing and decided to die.
She took my words as true and decided to release me from her.
I sat with my body today.
Ashamed and sorry.
I asked her softly, what does she need.
I sat with my body today.
I told her I loved her and needed her.
I told her I wanted to be here and get old.
I sat with my body today.
My words were for her true.
She did what I asked her to do, and she made herself sick.
I sat with my body today.
Today I began a new relationship.
I found such love in her.
I sat with my body today.
I found that she loves me too.
I praised her for staying alive.
I told her she was a work of art.
I marvelled at her heart beating.
I noticed her every breath.
I thanked her for her long shiny hair.
I felt gratitude for every part of her.
I sat with my body today.
I am listening now.
I promised her I would love her every day.
She is all love, and we together are one.
