Just love me back, is that hard?
My ego is lost
My time is cheap
My attention is unlimited
If I could give you the world, would you give me your love?
If I could change my face, would you stay with me?
What should I do to make you see me?
I try to run to you,
but you don’t do the same
I try to reach you,
but you are still far away
Loving you, carrying and comforting you are the things that I always do
I do love that
Until I feeling weak,
It’s numb
I realized
I’m blind
I do not see that it’s all about me giving my best to you but you don’t
While I disappear,
you are not looking for me
While I am so quiet,
you just look at me but doing nothing
While I said I am hurt,
you just saw me bleeding and
doing nothing too
Now I could see
I am the only one who tries
I’m letting go
I don’t want to keep your ghost
I released all the rope that hurt my hand to keep you close to me before
Maybe I am not shining like whoever you look
Maybe I am not charming like whoever you adore
But you can’t find someone who tries to give you the world like I do
I promise you