Pain of acceptance
Accepting the pain that your soul is holding since decades just to find the peace for this heart .
Leaving everything behind for the sake of peace just to find out you need them how badly.
Sacrificing wasn’t enough?
I wonder they said pain gives strength why am I numb ?
Feeling the heaviness in this skin , waiting for some cold breeze .
Can’t even say a word as it hurts so bad meanwhile want to say everything out so loud .
Just a little bit of relief for sake of this kind heart
Painkillers ain’t killing pain but killing me .
It was ok when pain was limited to brain , but this numbness in body takes near to grave .
Accepting everything with the heavy heart with the hope it will release some burden of grief .
Being grateful for these last moments just to be rest in peace with ease .