Robbing Peter to Pay Paul

A tale of betrayal

Somtoochukwu Benedict Ezioha
Rainbow Salad
10 min readNov 28, 2023

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Amaka’s gaze fastened on the ancient clock towering above the whiteboard in the bustling lecture hall. The room brimmed with life: student banter merged with the moans of old chairs on the weary floor.

The clock, a steadfast guardian of moments, chimed rhythmically, its beats mingling with the room’s lively blend of youthful chatter, the inviting scent of brewing coffee, and the sound of pages turning. Its hands, precise and unwavering, carved through each moment, marking the unrelenting march of time.

For Amaka, each tick resonated softly, like a hidden drumbeat in the hall’s calm, a constant yet understated rhythm of time’s endless river. This clock, aged but noble, presided over the sea of unfolding stories beneath it—each a vibrant collage of hopes and hurdles, including Amaka’s own.

Students trickled in, their chatter a medley of recent campus news and academic grumbles, filling the creaking wooden seats that groaned under the legacy of learning. Here, in this crucible of future-makers, time danced a paradoxical waltz of stillness and speed.

The air teemed with the electricity of ambition and youthful dreams, laced with the mundane essence of perspiration and hurried snacks. Sunlight filtered through half-drawn blinds, casting a mosaic of light and shadow on the scuffed floor, where dreams and reality wove together.

In this unassuming haven of education, every creak of the aged seats whispered tales of past and present students, each immersed in their own epic of hidden dreams and silent yearnings, much like Amaka.

Amaka’s fingers fumbled with a strand of her braided hair, her pen rhythmlessly tapping against the notebook. Her deep brown eyes, once beacons of curiosity, now flickered dimly with uncertainty.

She searched the room for Tony, longing to spot his athletic frame and infectious smile, but he was nowhere to be seen. They hadn’t shared a word in what felt like an eternity, their days clouded by a growing chasm of silence and avoidance.

Her gaze inadvertently caught Chizoba entering the classroom, her eyes hidden behind large glasses, adding to Amaka’s sense of isolation. A lump formed in her throat, the guilt of her betrayal weighing heavily in her stomach.

Thoughts of Tony haunted her—his unwavering kindness, the morning texts that remained unanswered, his respect for her choices to wait till marriage, and his newfound devotion to church—all for her. These memories intensified the ache of her remorse.

How would he react if he discovered the full extent of her broken promises? Amaka, seated with fingers gripping the desk’s edge until her knuckles turned white, fought with the burning truth of her own deceit. Her gaze flitted around the room, desperate to flee the inner turmoil.

Yet, in Kayode’s presence, she soared in a freedom previously unknown, a turbulent mix of elation and remorse churning inside her. Their secret meetings left her in shambles, her tears mingling with whispers of repentance—begging for forgiveness, vowing to end the affair, pleading that Tony remained oblivious.

Alone in her room after the class, Amaka’s prayers rose like wisps of smoke, entwining her regret and longing. The night’s silent hum enveloped her as she grappled with her divided self. Each whispered prayer was a frantic attempt to repair her fragmented spirit, wavering between her guilt and the undiminished bond with Kayode.

Lost in the silence, she journeyed back to the early days with Tony, so starkly different from her current tangle of deception and guilt, recalling a time of simple love, laughter, and unbroken promises.

Resisting Kayode was like trying to catch smoke with her bare hands; she could only stay apart for brief, breathless moments. Time slipped through her grasp, each month blending imperceptibly into the next.

Every secret meeting with Kayode picked at the delicate threads binding her to Tony, silently confessing that no flood of remorse or pleas could mend their worn-out connection.

Tony, with his steady gaze and warm embrace, had anchored her since their youth. Yet Kayode was a tempest of flames, desire, and peril—a forbidden allure she hungered for uncontrollably.

She buried her deceit, locking away that wild, fearsome part of her soul. However, the discovery of a pink plus on a pregnancy test shattered the fragile glass of her meticulously arranged existence.

Now more than a forgotten relic among her scattered belongings, the test silently echoed the storm brewing inside her. Peering through the window, the campus, once a familiar landscape of hopes and footsteps, was now twisted into a labyrinth of shadows and doubts.

The distant laughter and words of students floated to her, not as warm melodies but as the faint murmurs of a life slipping from her grip. She felt adrift, like a leaf in the harmattan wind, watching as the foundations of her reality crumbled, catapulting her into a strange, uncharted existence.

That night, Amaka’s tears flowed freely in Kayode’s embrace, her sobs muffled against his chest. Her voice trembled as she pleaded for his trust, her words tasting bitter like the remnants of shattered dreams.

Kayode’s once warm gaze turned cold, his face closing off like a door slamming shut. He spoke of needing focus and of his unreadiness, his words fading as he pulled away from her desperate grasp.

His vow to “handle things” rang hollow, haunting Amaka even after his departure. Wiping away a single tear that slid down her cheek, she felt a mix of shame and despair knotting in her chest.

Pastor Okafor’s harsh words thundered in her mind: “Abortion is murder in the eyes of God! Any woman who sheds innocent blood will not live out the year.”

The thought of abortion, an unspeakable act against her beliefs, filled her with dread. Her faith had been her anchor, the only thing preventing her from shattering under the burden of her actions. Amaka knew a path to redemption was possible by heeding her spirit’s call.

Alone in the stillness, she grappled with the complex web of her decisions. Her betrayal, a constant shadow, stood in stark opposition to the hushed, guilt-laden prayers she offered up each night. Clinging to her faith, she willed herself to believe in those whispered prayers, fearing the complete collapse that might follow if she didn’t.

Amaka hatched a desperate plan, seeking to mend what she had broken. Redemption was her goal, not for herself but for Tony, who undeservedly bore the brunt of her silent battles.

Kayode, her mind whispered, was beyond saving—a lost star in her galaxy—but Tony, the innocent, deserved at least a sliver of truth. She pictured him isolated, drowning in his studies as his final year ebbed away. The promise of graduation’s freedom lurked on the horizon, a bittersweet harbinger of their inevitable parting.

In her heart, she knew her final offering to him: a memory, radiant and pure, to eclipse his anguish. Clinging to a spider’s thread of hope, she also wished he’d embrace the lie of the child being his.

Across the campus, Tony was ensnared in his own private struggle. Surrounded by silence in the library, he stared at his textbook, the words melting into a meaningless soup. Haunted by memories of Amaka’s elusive eyes and laughter that rang hollow, a knot of pain tightened in his chest.

His once proud stance, a bastion of confidence, now buckled like a tower in a storm. The smile that used to light up rooms had dimmed to a phantom’s whisper, flickering faintly on his lips.

Tony hurled the book across the room, a frustrated growl escaping his lips as his hands weaved through his hair like frantic spiders. He was haunted by the ghost of a girl he once knew—the one who danced beside him through the college halls, her eyes alight with the fire of dreams, passionately speaking of conquering academic summits.

Their shared kisses, once as sweet as the juice from boxes they guzzled under the checkerboard shadows of ancient oaks, now seemed as distant as a forgotten dream.

When had fissures marred their once seamless world? Why had he been as blind as a mole to the crumbling of their shared castle of love?

Caught in a tug-of-war between love and betrayal, Tony’s heart wrestled with Amaka’s unanswered questions, each one a thorn in his side. In this cocoon of silence, his thoughts spun like a hurricane, a storm of confusion and anguish.

He delved into memories of looking into Amaka’s eyes—those pools of mystery—seeking naked truth but finding only shrouds of mystery. He dissected their past with the precision of a surgeon, searching for the moment their paths began to veer apart.

Weariness and frustration were locked in a fierce duel within him. He had navigated every avenue to bridge the chasm that yawned between them: whispered conversations in search of truth, bedtime tales over the phone to soothe her during her nocturnal vigils of study, and strolls through their cherished rose garden, where twilight’s lavender embrace made the world’s edges seem less sharp.

But Amaka’s gaze was a ship adrift in a distant sea, her thoughts sealed in a fortress Tony couldn’t breach. His voice, a mix of confusion and ache, pierced their seldom walks. “Amaka, why are you so far away these days? What’s troubling you?”

Her response, a soft breath tinged with quiet sadness, wafted back, “It’s nothing, Tony. Just school stress.”

Tony’s world spun into a blur of day and night, adrift in a tempest of doubt and bewilderment. With each sunrise, he traced the campus paths, each step uncertain, trailing shadows of a past rich in shared laughter and hushed dreams.

His daily journeys had transformed into silent expeditions through the tangled jungle of his feelings. Every footfall led him deeper into a thicket of forgotten smiles and pressing doubts, like leaves stirring in a gentle breeze.

The lively exchanges and debates once shared with Amaka had dwindled into a lone pilgrimage. Every step whispered a soft beat in the morning’s embrace, mirroring his inner turmoil. He longed for the girl who had once softly guided him back to a forgotten belief.

Under the harsh gaze of the sun, questions swarmed him, unyielding as a cloud of gnats. And as night embraced the sky, these worries morphed into dark spectres in his room, murmuring bitter uncertainties.

Tony’s once rock-solid trust in Amaka began to unravel, with each recalled talk and each hanging question picking it apart. The Tony who once clasped her hand, assured of a future together, now felt lost, distanced by every unmet query, his face marked by lines of concern, his heart a field torn between doubt and fear.

This transformation was a silent robbery of his confidence, leaving him feeling like an outsider in his own flesh. Over time, his anxiety gave way to surrender, then to a bitter residue that lingered in his mouth. He started to shun their cherished spots on campus, where memories turned as sour as curdled milk.

Late one night, as shadows crept across his room, Calistus voiced the fear that haunted Tony’s restless thoughts—could there be someone else for Amaka? Tony’s mind flinched from the idea, but a web of doubts ensnared him.

The bond with Amaka felt like a fragile thread stretched across a vast, unbridgeable distance. The notion of breaching Amaka’s trust by cloning her phone, suggested nonchalantly by Calistus, turned Tony’s insides cold.

Yet, as the campus buzzed with graduation excitement, Amaka’s behavior grew increasingly peculiar, feeding Tony’s growing obsession. Her brief kisses, once tender, now seemed fraught with a haunting desperation that rekindled a smouldering passion within him.

In the grey light of dawn, two days before their final farewell, Tony initiated the PhoneClone. The move plunged him into a darkness deeper than any deceit. That night, a message from Amaka arrived, inviting him to a long-awaited intimate encounter post-graduation.

The words, hollow and mocking, only deepened his torment. The shocking revelation glared from the other phone’s screen: Amaka was planning to deceive him into believing her unborn child was his. Tony’s face crumpled with the impact of the news.

A storm of betrayal and pain raged within him, his heartbeat echoing the turmoil. His hands shook, not from anger but from the sheer magnitude of the treachery that engulfed him. Disgust surged up, overwhelming and suffocating. Amaka, once the picture of innocence with her childlike accessories and promises of purity, had manipulated them all.

A mix of fury and heartache coiled tightly inside Tony. Driven by an unseen force, he found himself walking, leaving behind the glowing falsehood in his hand and disappearing into the moonlit night.

Two days later, laughter still humming in her veins, Amaka turned the key in their apartment’s lock, unaware of the storm brewing inside. As the door swung open, a frigid air bit into her, a stark shift from the warmth of her recent mirth with Chizoba.

There, like a storm cloud ready to burst, stood Tony, rigid and stormy-eyed, beside Chizoba, who silently inched closer to him. Tony’s eyes, once pools of warmth and understanding, now shot icy daggers at her. The air hung heavy, laden with unvoiced accusations—a stark leap from the lightness at the doorstep to the tense anticipation of the confrontation.

Before Amaka could utter a word, Tony’s glare transfixed her, cold and unyielding. “I know everything, Amaka. About you, Kayode — your sister’s boyfriend — and the child you’re carrying.”

Amaka’s world, a fragile web of secrets, shattered, sending her into a dizzying tailspin. Her heart pounded, each throb reverberating in the strained silence. Tony’s words crashed over her like icy waves, stranding her amid the ruins of her deceit. Tony, once her anchor, now looked alien, his face etched with frosty anger.

Beside him, Chizoba’s face betrayed a heartbreak deeper than any wound. Speechless, Amaka’s lips parted, but no excuses could dress her betrayal in innocence. An accusing silence enveloped them.

Tony, his hand lingering on the doorknob, turned for a last look. His face, a canvas of hurt and betrayal, softened momentarily with a deep, unspoken sadness. Then, resigning to the inevitable, he stepped out. The door closed gently, its soft click echoing the final note of their shared past.

Alone with her sister, Amaka stood frozen, the room’s emptiness mirroring the void in her heart. Her eyes remained fixed on the door, the silent threshold to a chapter now closed. In that stillness, Amaka faced the realities of her choices, settling around her like a silent, unseen fog.

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Somtoochukwu Benedict Ezioha
Rainbow Salad

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