A Doll’s Lament


I sit on my dusty wooden shelf, high above your head
Mostly forgotten, aside from the occasional cleaning
Haphazardly done, swiftly, and with careless efficiency
No one ever looks into my eyes anymore
Age, and neglect have turned them dirty-water brown
There was a time, I’ve lost count of the years
When you looked upon me with pride, and I saw joy in your eyes
You fluffed my hair, and straightened my dress
You made sure I stood up straight, no slouching for you!
It felt special being the first, beaming alone amongst the pottery
Watching you down there helps stagnant hours pass
I see you, when you are cross with your children
I glance at you forlornly while you are hard at work
Brushing aside all other duties except for the matter at hand
Not noticing how I smoothed out my petticoat for you
When you and your spouse are arguing
I listen to every word, and I silently judge
You know, sometimes it makes me quiver inside
No one hears my tiny voice call out, hesitantly
Truths caught, way up high in my cotton throat
The cat makes me smile when she peers my way
Though I know she’s only interested in making that loose thread unravel
At least she gives me notice…does she see my wink?
For all I wish is to be seen, once more
Before all I am is broken porcelain, and tattered rags
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Originally published at thecrumbsofmylife.wordpress.com on January 7, 2016.