Blame
I am to blame
for pushing you away
for wanting things to go quick
for letting my emotions engulfed me
into the abyss that I am in.
Thought that all I would win
was your heart but then in just a whim
you shut all doors
just like it was before.
I am to blame
for the tears that are dripping
for the headache that is throbbing
for the existence that is suffocating.
Breath of sorrows, my mind twisting
all I got are words that fail at reverberating
echoes, echoes of deep misery.
I am to blame
for drowning us before we made it to shore
for future plans that suddenly you abhor
for wanting things to be full of color
without acknowledging reality’s foul odor.
I am sorry
for messing up a great destiny
for being so clumsy
some say that love made me crazy
well forgive me for dwelling on imaginary possibilities.
