delete you
i hate that
i still have your number
not in my phone
but
it’s 2018
so
i still have your number
“in the cloud”
i want to be ready
to delete it
to delete
you
but
i’m not
i’m not (quite) ready
but today
today
i realized that
i will be
see
i know i still have your number
because i was thinking
about you
thinking that
wanting to text you
is a story i’m telling
but
i don’t want
to
text you
call you
see you
speak to you
so yeah, i typed your name
into my contacts
and was
actually surprised
i still had your number
but
i have nothing to say
to you
well
actually
i have nothing to
hear
from you
i have a lot i’d love to say
but
i don’t care
what you
could have to say
so
eventually
soon, even
i’ll resolve this all
on my own
and i’ll finally
delete your number
delete
you
that will be a good day
today is a good day
now i have
at least one more guaranteed
good day
on the horizon
