I don’t

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I don’t know how
to start over.

I don’t know how
to begin again
after feeling
so good
for so long.

I don’t know how
to settle for okay
when I’ve been
bathed in
perfection.

I don’t know how
to stop thinking
that nothing has
to change when clearly
it does.

And I don’t know why
I’m saying
I don’t know how
when clearly
I do but
I don’t want to.