Just A Memory

Another night of bombs
In my bed I shudder 
The sifting of ceiling plaster
Like a veil over this reality

The shelter down the street
May as well be in another world
These bandages wouldn’t hold
For the painful journey

So here I wait 
In the spaces between explosions

Only my twelfth year alive
But I tell myself 
You survived and grew old 
Ensconced in the silence 
Of a peaceful country

There I wear shoes worn smooth
From silent, unhurried walks.
A favourite sweater probably–
One without any plaster dust 
Released when I drop it
Upon an unbroken chair

I’m not really here
I tell myself
It’s just a remembrance
In the telling to a youngster
No older than my age here and now
Through the telling
I am brought here 
from that distant time

I know I survive, I tell myself
I know I do
To tell the tale
That brings me terribly back

Yes, just a vivid retelling
I will be back in a comfortable home 
in the future
in a few seconds

This memory — so tactile and loud
I wish that young person understood
Or cared at all, so I could stop
So I could return

Instead I’m stuck back here
Wishing it would all stop

But it’s just a memory
That’s all it is, surely

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