New Year Suicide Dreams

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I am tired.

i know

I am confused,
my mind is infused,
With thoughts of abuse

i know

Unto my body,
and on my own mind
I am trying to find

i know

A place to rest

i know

There’s one at best

i know

But my chances at best
are all just a joke
I am finally woke

i know

And kinda stoked

i know

to face a new year

i know

with hope!

you’re lying!