No more reasoning and excuses

The final conclusion-
It wasn’t their fault. Never was.
They tried. They're good.
I'm no better. No worse,
maybe. We're all fucked.

(Deep cutting introspection.)

Of course there's other endings,
Shallow ones. Non-concrete. Non-lethal.
Rhinestone deductions that glimmer lazily
For slothful eyes.

That's how it is though,
you think you know why based on your own mind.
then you don't.
Then it comes to you,
then you’re meek. A smidge of consciousness expanded.