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what’s going on?

i wonder what your true name is
and why do i call you [blank space]
since we met
since we developed this new age thing
that is going on between us
a kind of love you can’t blame
a kind of peace that only comes after a truce
after you stop fighting for what you believe in
and start believing in what you fight for
what else should i know about you?
what names did you give to your cats?
is your dad still at home
lying in bed while he lies to your mom?
do you recall the fantasies from your childhood?
i ask you all that while i think:
fuck this stupid book you’re reading
fuck the bus you take to go to work
fuck my brains when i think about you
fuck with me as we used to
what’s going on?
talk to me, so i can see
what’s going on?