Some nights I lay awake, sleep in the distance.
I wonder if you’re still in love me, as you were before.
A foolish thought, no matter the answer.
You push me away, sometimes.
You try to protect me; you take such care.
Those words I used to say to you.
They live only in my mind now.
I know you don’t want them; this isn’t our time.
Every second I hold them in,
Feels like days of holding breath.
I love you. I am in love with you.
I don’t want to know a without you.
I miss hearing those words.
I still believe in someday.
I still believe in us.
Even without those words,
You make me me.
I hope I make you you,