What About That Lovely Compersion? It’s Not Just for Polya People
Whenever we hear about compersion it’s in a romantic poly context. It’s a feeling of joy that one partner gets when one of their partners is happy, usually because they’ve met someone new. To romantic poly folks compersion is held up as the opposite of jealousy. It’s something to strive for. It’s proof that you’ve beaten the green-eyed monster (even if you still feel it from time to time).
But what about those of us who have no jealousy with which to compare the feeling? Or, hell, what about instances where we feel joy over someone else’s success, even in nonromantic contexts? What about when we cheer for our favorite sports teams and celebrate them winning?
I think we naturally feel compersion in a variety of situations. But people are only applauded for it and only notice it when they feel it in a romantic or polyamorous context.
But what if American Ninja Warrior was the standard for how we treated one another?
If you’re not familiar with American Ninja Warrior, it’s the only competition I’ve seen where literally everyone-competitors, announces, and audience-support every single person going out there and doing their best. That is true competition right there. It’s never about the other players; it’s all about you doing your ultimate.
We naturally want our children, our teams, our companies, and our friends to do well. We’re supportive of them, we cheer them on, and we celebrate with them when they get what they want, when they meet their goals, or when they win. We even do this with fictional characters.
Yet when it comes to romantic relationships and polyamory, for some reason all of that goes flying out the window. Romantic people are even encouraged to be jealous of one another. It becomes a competition in the destructive sense of the word and everyone is set apart from day one.
People view their partners with suspicion and newcomers with envy. They’ve learned in many ways to view their partners (or their time or love) as their property to some extent. And naturally when that’s taken away they despise it. They want to do all they can to prevent it. Jealousy tells them they’re losing something that’s rightfully theirs.
So poly people work at it. Over and over. Some people give up and return to a monogamous life. Some poly people learn to work around it. Jealousy becomes this ugly never-healing sore that just kind of weeps in the background sometimes. Poly people work on stripping it of its power. When they think they’ve succeeded, when they can feel somewhat joyful about a new love or something, they get excited about feeling compersion.
But it seems like it’s mostly a case of them unlearning the typical cultural messages surrounding how our relationships should look. Why is it easier for friends and parents to feel compersion rather than romantic lovers? That feeling isn’t exclusive to polyamory and for aromantic people it’s not some elusive goal. It comes more easily because it’s an extension of what we already feel in our other relationships. For relationship anarchists or people who value friendships over romance it might be easier for us to tap into our sense of compersion.
Compersion isn’t something exceptional. It’s not the sole invention or experience of polyamorous people. Instead I think it’s that romantic poly people might find it more difficult to express it in polyamorous relationships. All of us have certain contexts we develop for our relationships. Built into that context are a host of expectations and norms. It’s considered normal to feel great when your husband gets a raise but not when he gets a new girlfriend.
Maybe the key to compersion isn’t so much defeating or conquering jealousy. I don’t even believe it is the opposite of jealousy. Maybe it’s simply a matter of learning to be more friendly. Of looking at your partner with those lenses you’re able to extend to everyone else. Maybe it’s simply a matter of unlearning those divisive competitive lessons. Why is it easier for you to be happy for your friend or your child but not your lover? Is the root something you simply acquired from culture that triggers your jealousy instead of your compersion?
Either way, however you arrive at it just remember you’ve felt compersion before. It’s more familiar than you think it is. It simply hasn’t gone by that name outside of a romantic poly context.
Take it from American Ninja Warrior. It is possible and it’s not as hard as people might make it seem. They’re definitely on to something.
Remember, I’m cheering you on!
Originally published at postmodernwoman.com.