I Became a Breathwork Instructor to Help Other People. Strangely, Here’s How it Changed Me
I had no idea I would experience something like this.
When I was 20, my next-door neighbor coaxed me into joining a meditation & breathwork workshop.
I was never the spiritual type.
I told her, “Who meditates at 20? I have better things to do in life.”
I was too cool for this spiritual jazz.
But…
Her conviction overpowered my resistance to sit on the program.
I gave in and signed up for the program with zero expectations.
Surprisingly, I really enjoyed the program.
So much so that this workshop turned out to be a massive turning point in my life.
And 13 years later, as I write this, I am trained and privileged to teach people the same breathwork workshop.
Life’s really come full circle.
More than me helping others, here’s how becoming a breathwork instructor has changed me:
1. Stronger Commitment Towards My Practice
Sticking to the good things in life demands commitment and discipline. Think about all those moments when you had to adopt a new workout routine or a writing habit.
It was hard. Often boring, too.
That’s exactly how I felt about my breathwork practice, too. There were days when I just didn’t feel like doing breathwork, although I knew it was sooo good for me.
And funnily, my mind gave me all the logical reasons why I couldn’t practice— too busy, too tired, skipping one day wouldn’t make a difference, etc.
The dynamics changed when I became a breathwork instructor.
Every time I taught my students breathwork, my resolve towards my practice became stronger.
Something within shifted.
This shift brought a sense of honor to my practice — a sense of reverence.
I no longer practiced breathwork because I wanted to tick one thing off my to-do list. I practiced because I wanted to!
2. Magnified Fulfilment and Purpose
Until a few months back, my life was — eat, sleep, work, repeat. I felt I had onboarded a train that only had these three stations.
This running in circles was exhausting. Even worse, stagnancy crept in.
I craved change. Some purpose.
Every night when I went to bed, I prayed:
“I have this one life. I want to do something worthwhile — beyond the obvious. Maybe give back to the world?”
The prayer unexpectedly got answered when I started teaching people how to handle their minds and emotions.
It was heartwarming when people shared how the breathwork techniques:
- Eased their anxiety.
- Slowed down their mind’s traffic.
- Put brakes on the incessant overthinking mind.
When they experienced solace, I felt useful. Waves of gratitude washed me.
It seemed the universe was subtly using me to make this world a happier, more peaceful place.
That feeling was BEAUTIFUL.
In those moments, I wasn’t demanding from the universe to fulfill this desire or resolve that issue. It was such a powerful state to be in!
I’m not sure what’s in store for me on this journey.
But I’m certain I have so many moments to feel grateful, empathize and serve.