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Transgender Deja Vu

I constantly replay my life, analyzing every part of it, trying to figure out how I could have been so blind. I am still stunned by how ignorant I was about who and what I am. My lifelong denial training was so deep and pervasive it blinded me to the all the obvious clues — every step of my life.

I was so dismissive of their importance. They were non-events to be ignored and never considered. They simply vanished.




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