
Do You Believe Me Now?
I believe.
Yet I don’t.
I live as if I don’t.
I live unchanged,
ㅤ still eating from the same plate,
Drinking from the same bowl.
I just need a little more evidence.
Absolute proof.
That you exist.
That you are real.
That you…
Care.
Then I will submit to change.
Work to change.
Cry out for more change.
But Lord, already you have shown me so much.
Offered so much.
Yet I resist.
I drift on down the same rutted path.
Lord, today I will live like I truly believe.
I will climb out of my rut.
Step off my familiar, comfortable path.
And follow you.
Lord, today I will follow you.
Inspired by CH Spurgeon September 2 evening devotional
Poetic interpretation of John 4:48 — Unless you people see signs and wonders, you simply will not believe.
Find today’s morning devotional psalm here:
https://medium.com/psalming-spurgeon/september-2-2f158c8716bc

