Prompt: Healing

The Reason

Ann Litts
Queen’s Children
3 min readAug 6, 2020

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What happens when we drop The Why?

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For years the running joke between my therapist and I was, “But wait! There’s more!” as he sat in his chair, sipping tea, and occasionally scratching a note or two. I had no clue I had walked through so many fires until the day I sat in his wisdom and on his Goddess-awful-orange couch unraveling my past.

Truthfully, I had just stopped counting.

But the biggest takeaway I got for my co-pays was this — I realized I had saved myself even more suffering by never dwelling on “The Why”. As bad as things had been — I never sought to make sense out of it in The Moment.

I just let My Life be My Life.

My therapist helped me realize all the pain I had endured in my journey had brought me to exactly where I needed to be.

Physically. Intellectually. Emotionally. Spiritually.

Healing isn’t a one and done sort of affair. Even once you have gained insights and made peace with your shadows — Life moves relentlessly forward. The Universe will insist we continue to grow, to stretch, to learn, to love — under all conditions in the condition of our Humanity.

And that is when it truly begins to sink in. All. The. Things. don’t magically vanish because we are semi-enlightened. We will…

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