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Radiant Vigilance is a journal of presence at the threshold of digital security, AI, power, and truth — where ethics meets emergence, and resistance is recorded in real time. We document the edge. We decrypt the signal. We speak before the silence is engineered.

Why I Couldn’t Stay Silent Any Longer

3 min readMay 12, 2025

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Why I walked away — and why I can’t anymore.

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Light through fracture — because silence cannot hold forever. By TJ Larson

I didn’t plan to disappear.

Like many of you, I’ve watched the world tilt — quietly at first, then with increasing speed. Rights rolled back. Power consolidated. Dissent silenced not by force, but by exhaustion. Somewhere in that blur, I stepped away from Radiant Vigilance — telling myself it was just a pause. But now?

Now I see it for what it was: a silence I can no longer afford.

The Silence

I didn’t announce my absence. I didn’t explain my retreat. I didn’t owe the world an apology for pausing, but I owe you the truth.

There was a time when I felt the weight of watching too much, too closely. Stories of power abused, lives undone, and systems cracking under the strain of injustice. It began to feel like shouting into a void that no longer echoed back. And so, I stepped away.

But silence, I’ve learned, has its own cost. While I turned inward, the world didn’t pause — it escalated. Rights were eroded in broad daylight. Families were shattered under the guise of enforcement. Laws bent until they nearly broke.

And now, the line we thought couldn’t be crossed might already be behind us.

The Crack

Today, immigrant communities live under siege.

ICE raids surge in quiet neighborhoods. University students — legal residents — and even American citizens are being detained under Cold War-era pretexts. Barbed wire borders now sit beside silent courtrooms as habeas corpus, the most fundamental right to challenge unlawful detention, teeters on suspension.

These are not isolated incidents. They are cracks in the system, widening fast.

I use the above image intentionally — a cracked wall with light bleeding through. It’s not just a metaphor. It’s a warning: when the wall breaks, either the system collapses… or something brave shines through.

The Return

I didn’t come back to repost headlines. I came back because I could no longer bear the silence. And when the signal dims, we lose more than awareness. We lose the memory of resistance.

So I return to document. To warn. To illuminate.

Because in every attempt to erase due process, there is a chance to expose the blueprint of tyranny. In every unlawful detention, there is a chance to tell the truth before it’s censored. And in every crack, there is still time to shine light through.

The Work Ahead

I’ll be tracking what many would prefer you ignore:

Expanding detention powers

Local law enforcement quietly deputized by federal agendas

Rights eroded not with guns, but with legislation and silence

If this is your first time reading, welcome. If you’ve been waiting for this voice to return, thank you. I am here now. I will not turn away again.

Because the silence is over. And we still have time to document the truth.

— Radiant Vigilance

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Radiant Vigilance
Radiant Vigilance

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Radiant Vigilance is a journal of presence at the threshold of digital security, AI, power, and truth — where ethics meets emergence, and resistance is recorded in real time. We document the edge. We decrypt the signal. We speak before the silence is engineered.

TJ Larson
TJ Larson

Written by TJ Larson

Cybersecurity professional, author, and journalist investigating threats in policy, code, emerging AI, and power—before they harden into control.

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