an endless cycle
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taking off my shoes
on the balcony
i stood at the edge
gazing down below me
bustling streets
as cars zoomed past
“hah” i thought
not one will last
well i guess it’s time
for me to go
i’ve been here long enough
yet it seems like just a minute ago
taking my first step
like a baby learning to walk
i closed my eyes
to shoot my shot
the clock stopped ticking
as my body plummeted down
like watching a gumball
spiralling it’s way to the ground
excited i was
to escape from this world
no more troubles or worries
in the otherworld
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except it’s not
what i thought it would be
as i stared right back
at my parents smiling with glee
i couldn’t move
my arms or legs
as they seemed to be
as small as an egg
i laughed to myself
accepting my predicament
finding my memories
fading every moment
i’ll soon forget
everything that has happened
forced to relive this hell
my vision blackened
i’m trying so hard
not to fall asleep
i can’t continue to let
this cycle repeat
it was foolish of me
to think i had a chance
of escaping reality
what a dunce
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the body of a baby
proved to be much weaker
as it was nearly impossible
not to succumb to the pressure
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