Purple Heart (Tradescantia pallida) | 06.08.19

To the person I hurt today:

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raw-nix
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1 min readJul 18, 2019

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I love you.

I am genuinely & truly sorry. You deserve better. I was stupid. I was selfish. I am remorseful. I feel guilty. I feel sick. I was out of character. It will never happen again. Because I will never forget. I have risked something that means the world to me. I honor & cherish you. The maturity. The composure. The support. Thank you. This is a truing moment for our relationship. A test. You deserve better, always. If you’re willing to help me grow, to be by my side as I make mistakes, talk me through how it makes you feel, remind me that I am imperfect, and want to become better with me…then you’d be more than what I deserve. I hope I haven’t made you feel insignificant, underserving, disrespected, foolish, naive, and/or betrayed. If you feel those things plus anger, resentment, and frustration, I also understand. As always, I’m sorry.

I love you.

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Nix
raw-nix
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I struggle a lot through this thing called life. I often think in questions. I don’t edit my posts…they are just my raw thoughts at that time.