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STUCK BETWEEN LIFE and DEATH

Dawn Ulmer
REFLECTIONS by Dawn
2 min readJul 14, 2022

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I’m absolutely convinced that nothing — nothing living or dead, angelic or demonic, today or tomorrow, high or low, thinkable or unthinkable — absolutely nothing can get between us and God’s love because of the way that Jesus our Master has embraced us. Romans 8:38–39

I was stuck. Between life and death. I couldn’t die and I couldn’t live.

I had a virus compounded by other infections. I was SICK, miserable and unable to do anything other than suffer on a hospital guerney during two emergency room visits.

They could do nothing for me to alleviate the virus which was causing other problems. I was stuck between life and death with no one to help.

I had no scripture, no songs of comfort, nothing…. All I could mouth was, “God, have mercy.” My brain and body were shutting down.

I lingered in such a dark place, unable to walk on my own, prepare food for myself, accurately dole out medication, read, write and even think. I sat in my recliner with my eyes closed waiting. For what???

Eventually, I started to become more aware.

I kept crying out for God’s mercy…and He heard me! I began to return to life.

Now, six months later, I am almost fully recovered. Walking is hard work but I can write, think, type and read again. Life is full, thanks be to God!

Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil for Thou art with me. Psalm 23

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Dawn Ulmer
REFLECTIONS by Dawn

CEO of myself sometimes, retired BS R.N., author of '365 Practical Devotional for Anxious Women' . Enjoys photography and writing!