There’s No Answer to the Why
Your pain, grief, and sorrow is the why
You can keep searching if you want or have to. You can read as many books as you can, and you can live in the whys for as long as you can. It’s been over a decade, and I am still holding on.
You can also blame it on death, bad luck, calamity, and fate, but there’s no answer to why death occurs to our loved ones.
It’s like a mystery. Sometimes, I want to consider it in terms of the Catholic Church's dogma of the Holy Trinity—God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit.
These are three Gods, right? But how many Gods are there according to faith? It’s one God, and you cannot question that if you are a believer. There’s an answer, but sometimes you have doubts and don’t know whether there’s an answer.
When death happens right before your eyes to a stranger, your heart beats faster; you might even freeze for a moment, unable to move because of shock. You might never forget that specific moment when the overspeeding vehicle ran them over, but you will know why and how they encountered their fate. The crazy driver was speeding and ran them over. That’s why they died.
Your mother, child, or father might get sick. You might have to take them to the hospital and spend time with them. The doctors will…
