Roxane Gay: “What Fullness Is”

On the first episode of Medium Playback, Roxane reads her essay and chats about her decision to undergo bariatric surgery

Medium Playback
Jun 13, 2018 · 3 min read
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For the first episode of our first-ever podcast, there was only one possible guest we had in mind: Roxane Gay. Her powerful and devastatingly honest essay “What Fullness Is” is one of the most read stories on Medium this year. In the piece, Roxane discloses her decision to undergo bariatric surgery — from the moment in the car when she made up her mind, to the painfully awkward moment with the nurse post-surgery, to her fears about how her fans might respond. It’s the type of story that stays with you for months: “I was an unruly body for him to fix, nothing less, nothing more,” she writes.

In this episode, Roxane performs the essay (2:06), along with music and sound design, and then chats with host Kara Brown (27:52) about why she published the essay, telling her family about her decision, why she believes all insurance companies should need to cover weight loss surgeries, the recent magazine she published with Medium, and the difference between trolls on Twitter vs. real life. (View the show credits.)

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Ten Questions with Roxane

At what time of day do you do your best writing?
Late at night, generally between 10 pm and 2 am

Where do you do your best writing?
At home, on my couch, while watching Law & Order SVU

What’s the most underused word in the English language?
No

What’s your favorite word in the English language?
Fuck

Photo by Jay Grabiec

Most overrated aspect of summer?
The beach

What reality show do you think you’d make the best host of?
Vanderpump Rules

What’s the best book you’ve read this year?
Sunburn by Laura Lippman

What song do you have on repeat?
Hold Up” by Beyoncé

Who is winning 2018 right now?
The devil

Would Black Panther and Batgirl work well as a superhero team?
Yes, they would. Batgirl is very smart and resourceful, and Black Panther sees women as equals and takes their counsel seriously.

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About this Podcast

Medium Playback

Hear some of the best stories on Medium, straight from the authors who wrote them. On each episode of Medium's flagship podcast, we invite an author to the studio to perform a recent story they wrote for Medium and then talk with us about it. Hosted by journalist Manoush Zomorodi and writer Kara Brown, Playback features insightful, first-person stories on timely topics affecting the world today - and then gives you the story behind the story from the writer.

Hear some of the best stories on Medium, straight from the authors who wrote them. On each episode of Medium's flagship podcast, we invite an author to the studio to perform a recent story they wrote for Medium and then talk with us about it. Hosted by journalist Manoush Zomorodi and writer Kara Brown, Playback features insightful, first-person stories on timely topics affecting the world today - and then gives you the story behind the story from the writer.