How I Feel Right Now, In This Moment

a poem. bare with me.


Im confused
Don’t you hate it when you you have everything all figured out
Then something stupid, like love, comes in & snatches clarity right from you?
Yea, I don’t know the feeling either.

Like I was some kind of charity case,
You scooped me up, wrapped me up,
and whispered to me,
“Im going to show you what love is”
But what if I dont want to know?
Huh?
They say love chooses us, but when did I make myself available?

I hate how I feel
Even when I shake the feeling off me
It’s still with me
Holding me
Controlling me
Confusing me