FALLING APART

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sometimes i wake up,
get up from bed
thinking about how
things turned out so bad

i guess i knew it from the start
but it seems like it started yesterday
the end began too early
but it all came in waves

sometimes i wake up
and stand up for things
i don’t want to stand up for

i live a life i don’t want to live
and i don’t really know if
i want to live anymore

sometimes i want to leave
but i don’t know where to leave from

sometimes i want to live
but keep on living what i’m living
makes me feel dumb

sometimes i wake up
and i don’t want to
i don’t want to
i really don’t want to

and it breaks my heart

sometimes i go to sleep
hoping to fall asleep
before i fall apart