Don’t Call Me Beautiful

Helen L
Scribe
Published in
1 min readSep 1, 2024

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It was a Thursday
Two weeks since we’d first met

We were sitting under the patio overhang
Speaking in hushed symphony with the
Pitter patter of rain

When you caught a glimpse
Of the starlight
In my eyes

You’re beautiful
You said

And I wonder if you
Understood the hollow
Of your words

I may be
Enchanting when I’m
Stringing together
Soliloquies
Of daffodils and honey bees

But have you ever laid your eyes
Upon my
Existential dread
My incessant
Dialogue with death

It’s wonderful
Your love of poetry
You professed

But did you know
I don’t actually read poems
I swallow them whole
Into the pit of my stomach
Because when this world is bleak
Poetry is the only thing
I find digestible

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Helen L
Scribe

Writer | Poet | Reader | Daydreamer | A compilation of my unspoken ponderings