What you see is me
Not one hint of bisexuality
Liked to masturbate
Of course all before my favorite date
Sedate
Frustration for me was when I first started my addiction
Did lines of blow
I became South Beach’s #1 hoe
What could I say
I liked it that way
At least that’s what I’d say
I just didn’t understand
Nobody wanted to hold my hand
Frustration as they fucked me
Just another one night stand
If anyone can do it
Blow Job Kira can
I hit rock bottom one steamy Florida morning
Running through a courtyard with a mirror naked
Still Snorting
It was having a foursome
Yes don’t ask
Being videoed while I was with another woman
Wish I had been wearing a mask
Did things I didn’t want to do
Yet I did it willingly
I wasn’t forced too
I look back on those days
With a different emotion
I feel sadness for the young woman who was so insecure
She thought if she fucked a man
He would stay with her for sure
Don’t ask me to count how many I slept with
That could be 270
Who gives a shit
Insecurity raging
Self Deprecating
Fuck Masturbating
I wish I could tell you it stopped there
Foolish Girl
Maybe tonight he will be sincere
Many Years Later:
I have a message for all of you women
Just because you are insecure doesn’t mean you have to give in
If you’re insecure love yourself
Find the love you deserve
Start with God first
As you pray work on you in that very same way
Don’t be the hunted, they prey
Insecurity led to Codependency
There was no me without you or
You without me
Disturbingly
Now I live Securely
Presently
God with me
Eternity
God Bless to All!!! Thank you For reading!!! This is in response to J.D. Harms Saturday Writing Prompt. I will post it below if you would like to read and get in on the fun:
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