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Distortion and Dust
Don’t get too used to the quiet
For a few moments the world returns to its usual state. Colours resolve. Shapes are still blurred but you think there’s something to
a little bit of
silence.
In the morning you will probably wish you had slept. I know I will — instead of spending the night
listening
to the clack of
footsteps as they kick
up
dust.
A solitary black crow feather comes out of the window. Think it’s supposed to remind me that sometimes we can fly. You have been sinking and mired for awhile. Your shoes are all muddy
and with all the grime
and noise
around here you never think to clean them up.
And then as soon as you start getting used to some quiet, as soon as you think this will be the one morning where breakfast
would be better than cigarettes
and grimaces
the damn speakers open up disruption, dirty beats, and the circles are big and bigger. Yes: you are the open wound with ragged edges that don’t

