POETRY

not in a good way

Nicky Dee
Scuzzbucket
Published in
2 min readJun 22, 2022

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Montage created from photos by Bryan Geraldo and Thorn Yang

you get me high
and not in a good way

coiled up tight
wired til five
up all night
not in a good way

hey hello goes on
long after you’re gone

and not in a good way

nervous
system ringing
singing
outta tune

in the in-between
everything you choose

to not say

no sweat, huh?
even though it’s not the small stuff.

unspoken
words

echo

a reminder
of all
that’s passed
between us

in the emptiness
of our exchange

our spoken words
are magnificent -
magnified by insignificance
of any kind of truth

or even reality

an intentionally abandoned
mutually avoided history

you can’t rewrite it
by ignoring it you know -
or are you really somehow able to
forget?

there’s no music here

in the silent sounds
of the things we don’t say

I love you means nothing

when you see
the writing on the wall
in cold past midnight
shards of moonlight

as the world turns until
we find ourselves still

here
again

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