POETRY

the toll

Nicky Dee
Scuzzbucket
Published in
Jun 6, 2022

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I remember the night
I stopped running
to pay the price
of others’ expectations

and lay awake in the dark waiting
for the debit orders to bounce
at midnight
too tired to care anymore
and not in a defiant kinda way

in a couldn’t quite bother
treading water any longer
sigh
just stop fighting
let it go kinda way

because there wasn’t really much else
to do about it right then

was that surrender
or defeat
I wonder?

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