It’s not easy to hold up and be strong.
Not easy to look like nothing ever happened and move on.
Definitely not easy to not think of the person who gave you life, made you who you are and brought in you a confidence you never thought you would ever possess.
Not easy to forget what laughter, running around from pole to post, goofing around and having fun meant.
Not easy to erase the memories.
Not easy to live with them.