I look for you in the silence of my mind,
In the idols at the temple at the shrine;
In the air thick at the shore of this city,
In the smells of sterile offices clean;
In the lumps of thoughts I swallow down my throat,
In the colours of life I can’t see everyday;
In the words out of the mouth of strangers,
In the silent exchanges of co-travellers.
In the vast of the world I create outside my mind,
In the smallest space of hope I derive in sigh.
I search for you.
Knowing that you don’t exist.
I search for you.
Knowing that you’ll never exist.
I search for you.
And maybe one day, you show up.
Here I am, on the greener grass, without a fence around;
Trying to throw up words on a screen with keyboard with keys round.
Imagining how festivals bring people together,
And how I relish solitude, I’m not one of the “birds of a feather”.