Life’s greatest secrets

me:

I felt like my life has been all about unfulfilled potential. Because I am an unfulfilled potential.

Because I have a ton of potential for greatness (you do too), but it is just that „potential”. I am stuck in a rut of unfulfilled promises, actions, lives I wanted to live, life I thought I would be living right now, books I could have written and published already…

But I do little steps every day. I’ve been living like an ordinary person (or so I think) when I can totally be an extraordinary badass.

My self-respect is down because whenever I feel low I get to my old coping technics: food and self-deprivation (I used to have suicidal tendencies).

I live every day like I get another day. Like I could eat all the ice-cream in the world 🌎 and who cares? Because I can as well wake up tomorrow and work out 💪🏻 for hours.

But why put that in my body in the first place?

Why do I limit myself to the things that are easily done ✅?

Why do I keep diminishing my life and my potential by talking negative 👎 pep-talks to myself?

I deserve the best, dammit.

I deserve me to be better.

I deserve other people to treat me better.

I want to operate better and according to my potential, because I am amazing (however not true it seems right now)

My limitations do suck energy outta me, they did knock the passion out of my heart ❤️.

But I’m turning a new leaf 🍃, and I’m living a dream.