Making Porn Is Reigniting My Sexual Desire Post-Pandemic
With the world closed down, my desire dried up. Shooting erotic photos and videos is bringing it back to life.
After purchasing a new pair of panties and bra the other day, I got down to creating new erotic content for my membership website. The point was to take photos of myself in this lingerie. That didn’t happen.
What happened was I shot a video.
As soon as I started taking photos, I realized I felt incredibly aroused. One, I couldn’t believe how hot I looked in this new lingerie set. Two, it just felt amazing to be wearing it. It turned me on.
I couldn’t hold back. I needed to touch myself — so I did. Then it struck me I’d miss an opportunity if I didn’t also shoot a video of me playing with my clit.
I switched on the video camera and proceeded to film myself masturbating. What started out as a lingerie photoshoot ended up a masturbation video session.
Why is this important? Because I haven’t masturbated in an entire year.
You heard that right. I’m a woman who’s explored her sexuality in almost every way possible. I do sex work. However, once the pandemic began, it was like my sexuality went to sleep. My sexuality…
