The Real, Naked Me

What’s underneath the fabric?

Kiki Lu Johnson
Sexpressions

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Long ago, See Cat challenged me to look at myself naked and write what I saw. For months now, I’ve been avoiding it.

Check out her article here:

To be fair, I’ve been avoiding looking at myself naked as well.

At 40 years old, I no longer feel sexy, and I’m sure as hell not young anymore. My youthful face sometimes betrays the rest of my aging body: it’s easy to forget I’m not still in my 30s.

Or, sometimes, my 20s. 😉

But the body knows. It holds my age somewhere in there. And as sexual as I am inside, it seems the more I avoid my naked self the less sexy I feel — and the less sexual I feel as well.

Ironic considering my partner is still quite enraptured by my form. Perhaps it’s time to try to see what he sees.

Starting Small

Fair Warning: This is going to be sexualized. Why? Well, partly because I want to feel sexy and this seems like a way to reframe how I look at myself. But, also…

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Kiki Lu Johnson
Sexpressions

Mother, erotica/romance writer, and gamer. Loves philosophy, psychology, comedy, and of course- sex!