My Boyfriend is in Love With a Porn Star

Like clinically “in love” with her!

Christine Stevens
May 10 · 7 min read
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I’m not a woman who is avidly against her partner watching porn, trust me. However, I’m not a woman who likes to watch porn with her partner, or make porn with him, either. I am more mental about sex than visual, maybe? I don’t know.

So Aron is allowed to watch as much porn as he wants and beat off and I don’t care. He leaves it on his laptop — he knows I’m cool with it. (Yeah, I am the textbook people pleaser “try to be cool” GF!!!)

But seriously, I didn’t mind it, until he actually fell in love with a porn star.

Recently the same movie and the same girl was always on there. Her name is Sofie Reyez. I took a look just out of curiosity when Aron was out.

Wow!

She looked a lot like me. Like 15 years ago me. It was uncanny. She was a shorty, had small boobs and tattoos in the same places I have them and very similar face, brunette. Same legs. Different nipples — plus I don’t like to shave but she apparently does, but otherwise, I mean, wow. My younger twin!!!

And there were other similarities I will just touch on really briefly because I don’t want to give creepy creeps the idea that they should come to Los Angeles and dominate me, but yeah, she is in a lot of sub movies where she gets held down during sex the way I …well, nuff said!! :)

So I asked Aron about Sofie Reyez.

“Yeah, I have a total crush on her,” he said. “I could watch her all day every day and just beat off if you didn’t send me on various errands.”

Oh.

I was really taken aback.

“Wait. You have a crush on her?” I said. “Do you have a crush on me?”

“Well,” he said.

And then he said something else, but it was the pause. I didn’t hear the other thing he said.

My Boyfriend No Longer Has a Crush on Me!!!

“You don’t have a crush on me!!” I blurted out.

“Chrissy, look,” he said.

And he tried to explain that when people move in together they don’t usually still have a crush on each other after more than a year of seeing each other every minute of every day like we have during this pandemic. And I admitted that I don’t have a crush on him any more. And we both agreed that we have “evolved” past the crush stage. Great.

But he’s still in the crush stage with my younger twin. Like, he says he feels it in his heart for her!

“Aron!” I guess my eyes got watery then and he looked worried. Guys hate it when our eyes get watery, don’t they?

“I’m sorry,” he said. “It’s never happened before. But you know, she kinda looks like you, Chrissy.”

“Yeah, 15 years ago me!” I said, and I guess my eyes looked more watery. I’m going to be pushing 40 soon and I don’t like 21-year-old girls that look like me. I don’t like them at all!

Oh God, is this what happens to women? They get all insecure about younger women taking their guys. This sucks, you know that?

My eyes dried up after he told me how much hotter I was than Sofie Reyez. I mean, check her out, to be hotter than Sofie Reyez, that’s pretty something. She’s smoking hot, I admit it. And she’s also funny!!! There is this one video I watched where she totally slips out of character and turns to the camera when the guy pulls out his dick and she mouths “Wow, it’s so big!!” And she seems genuinely amused by the fact that she is about to suck 13 inches of sausage. There’s another one where she plays this real estate woman who wants this worker guy to finish the paint job but he’s got a date with his girlfriend so she offers to have sex with him if he skips the date and finishes the paint job. She’s really into character and only having sex because she’s so dedicated to her job as a real estate woman. I like her performance. I don’t love her like my boyfriend does, but I do like her.

If You Can’t Beat ’Em, Pretend to Be ‘Em!

After I calmed down and thought about it, I decided that Aron should indulge in his crush and he should pretend-fly to Florida and meet Sofie Reyez. (I assume she is in Florida from watching her videos. There’s always something that looks like one of those Florida Intracoastals. We don’t have Intracoastals. here in Cal.)

“How was your flight to Florida?” I said the next day when he came in the house after one of his “errands” that he was complaining about.

I was wearing these sunglasses that looked like what she wears, big sunglasses.

“Huh?” said Aron.

And I held out my hand, “Hi, I’m Sofie.”

Aron got it. And he grinned and looked extremely nervous all of a sudden.

“Hi, I’m Aron,” he said. “You know, like I’m really a big fan of yours. I can’t believe I’m here meeting you. That you agreed to meet me. I mean…did you agree to just meet me…or are we going to go out together, what did you…um agree to?”

“I agreed to star in a porno with you,” I said, and I pointed over to where I had the camera set up. “That way, you can watch yourself with Sofie Reyez instead of those other guys!”

“OMG!” said Aron. “You’re kidding. You’d…be in a movie with me?”

He was surprised that I, Christine, would let myself be filmed. See, I never let anybody make a sex tape with me because years ago a bad experience where my ex-boyfriend put a sex tape online. But I trust Aron. So I was willing to do it.

“I’m only 21,” I said, trying to sound as much as I could like Sofie Reyez. “I’m so much younger than your girlfriend. I guess that will be much better for you than having to fuck a 34-year-old old woman?”

“Oh, you don’t know my old woman,” said Aron. “She’s the best.”

“Yeah, but I’m a porn star. What did her dumb revenge porn sex tape get, like thirty thousand views? I get that in an hour. Well, shall we get started?”

I turned on the camera.

My First Porno! (Well, second, but…)

Now often when I see Aron’s laptop there’s the video of me as “Sofie” taking him over to the couch. Unbuckling his jeans like they do in the porno movies. Sucking his cock, taking a break and mouthing to the camera “It’s so big!” and then letting him hold me down, grab my neck, pull my arms behind my back, and pull my hair back, you know, that Sofie Reyez sub stuff. While he just goes crazy on me. He’d never gone so crazy. I guess he really was imagining that he was with his great love, Sofie Reyez, and it was like his dream come true. He shouted at the top of his lungs like he was going to cum and I stopped him.

“Uh uh, Aron! That’s not how it’s done in a Sofie Reyez movie!”

I got down on my knees, and I held my hair over to one side the way she does, and I got my face ready for him to cum on. Which is something I NEVER EVER EVER do because it’s stupid. But I did it for my guy.

He’s done a lot for me lately and I love him. Even if he does love someone else.

And holy cow, that money shot! I was fucking blinded by it.

“Thanks, Aron, now I gotta go see an optometrist or something,” I said, wiping it out of my eyes and trying to blow it out of my nostrils, I mean, it felt like a pint of ice cream was just thrown on my face.

“No, thank you, Sofie!” he said. “You just made all my dreams come true, you know that?”

I do know that. I really do. And most of time I’m OK with that. It’s just that fifteen years younger thing…that I’m not so OK with.

I imagine we get used to it, eh, as we round the corner of 40 and our guys still lose their minds for the 21-year-olds? Good thing most of the 21-year-olds won’t have time for old guys like them.

A Confession

I hate to admit this. The other day on my own laptop in my own bed while Aron was out on another “errand” I did call up this Sofie Reyez video and imagine that I was my 21-year-old self again and this guy who was fucking me was, well, somebody — I ain’t sayin who! And holy cow I had a pretty fun time, I just watched this one section over and over again and had like 30 orgasms. It’s at the end of the video she did for Passion HD and she’s lying there at the end getting fucked and she looks so beautiful and…

… oh my God!

I’m getting a crush on a fucking porn star!!!

Help!

Sexual Tendencies

Looking at Sex in All of its Human Glory

Christine Stevens

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Funny lady, writer of satire and sex, intellectual kickboxer, sapiosexual surfer, proud Californian, language doctor and lover of Medium!

Sexual Tendencies

Looking at Sex in All of its Human Glory

Christine Stevens

Written by

Funny lady, writer of satire and sex, intellectual kickboxer, sapiosexual surfer, proud Californian, language doctor and lover of Medium!

Sexual Tendencies

Looking at Sex in All of its Human Glory

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