There will be times when you will find your inner peace. After struggle, you would think finally I have created what I have been looking for. Foolish you would be. As sustainability with daily toxic injections is usually tougher than you would have thought. You will think you are stronger and so you would fight harder. You will try to maintain the balance as long as you can. Not long before you realize that what you have created for yourself once doesn’t last that much and in order to sustain it, you will have to recreate what you once created before. Not every once in a while but everyday.