Cockbroken

Her eyes fell
over my shoulder
The jukebox was
throwing up on me
My forearms stuck
to the bar like
the flypaper in
the nurse’s office
with a first grade
migraine and no a/c
Leaning forward so
she could free her
coat was like
having my balls
sucked into a
garbage disposal
He went out first
without holding the
door and her hair
caught the buzz of the
orange neon window
as she decided not
to look back at me

I sank into my stool

I was cockbroken