How Many, How Much More?

When will my writing heal me?

I wonder if my writing is limited to my experiences and if all I am capable of is capturing darkness. How many more stories and poems can I extract from my fading memories? How many words are left before I deplete my resources and am exhausted of all of my creative prowess? But the question that really haunts me: how much will I have to write, how many more times must I relive the past, before I am able to heal myself of this sickness?