Spaces in Between

A story of spiritual birth

Kehinde Margret Makinde
Soul Magazine
9 min readMar 26, 2024

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Photo by Kim Chan Ho on Unsplash

Spaces in Between

Brother Elias stood at the edge of the ancient courtyard, his hood pulled low over his eyes. The sun dipped out its golden chariot, casting long shadows across the smooth stones. The air smelled of incense, mystical poise, and damp earth.

He clutched the parchment in his hand, its edges worn and brittle. The invitation had arrived that morning, delivered by a hooded messenger on horseback. The ink was faded, but the words were precise as luminous music:

"To Brother Elias of the Order of the Silent Bells,

You are cordially invited to the Monastery of Hush Pines.

May your journey be swift, and your heart open.

Abbot Silas."

The Monastery of Hush Pines was legendary— a place where time stood still, and scrolls whispered through the ancient trees. It was said that the monks who dwelled there possessed knowledge beyond mortal comprehension. Some claimed they could heal with a touch, see into the future, or even commune with the spirits.

Brother Elias had spent ten times a year within the stone walls of the Silent Bells Monastery, but he had never heard of the Monastery of Hush Pines. Why had Abbot Silas chosen him? And what secrets awaited him in those shadowed halls?

As the moon strolled its way up, Brother Elias packed his few belongings— a woolen robe, a wooden rosary, and a small vial of holy water. He left a note for Brother Matthias, the only other monk awake at this late hour, explaining his sudden departure.

The journey was treacherous. The path wound through dense forests, across rickety bridges, and up cliffs. Brother Elias stumbled more than once, his old bones protesting each step. But he pressed on, driven by curiosity and a sense of destiny.

On the third day, he reached the outskirts of the Hush Pines. The trees loomed overhead, their branches twisted and gnarled. The air hummed with an otherworldly energy. Brother Elias felt both fear and exhilaration.

At the monastery's gate, he was met by Brother Lucian, a tall man with silver hair and eyes like polished stones. His voice was a low rumble, like distant thunder.

"Welcome, Brother Elias," Brother Lucian said. "Abbot Silas awaits you."

The monastery was unlike any Brother Elias had seen. Its walls were made of living vines, their leaves shifting and rustling. The corridors twisted and turned, leading deeper into the heart of the forest. Candlelight flickered in alcoves, illuminating ancient scribbles and carved statues.

Abbot Silas sat in the central chamber, his face hidden in the folds of his hood. His voice was soft but commanding.

"Brother Elias," he said, "you have been chosen for a purpose. The Hush Pines hold scrolls— of life, death, and margins. Are you prepared to learn?"

Brother Elias nodded, his heart mimicked several drums. He had spent a lifetime seeking answers, and now they lay before him.

"Then listen," Abbot Silas said. "Listen to the wind, the rustle of leaves, the whispers of the stones. They will guide you."

And so, Brother Elias began his training. He learned to decipher the language of the forest— the subtle shifts in the wind, the patterns of bird calls, the way sunlight filtered through the leaves. He meditated in moonlit groves, seeking visions of the past and future.

But the greatest mystery remained— the origin of the Hush Pines themselves. Why did they speak? What ancient magic bound them to this place?

As the seasons turned, Brother Elias delved deeper. He discovered hidden chambers, each containing a fragment of truth. He deciphered cryptic texts, traced constellations, and communed with spirits long departed.

And always, the pines whispered.

"Seek the heart of the forest," they murmured. "There lies the key."

Brother Elias knew he was close. The heart of the forest awaited him— a place of revelation and knowing.

But what secrets would he uncover? And at what price?

Brother Elias spent his days in quiet contemplation, unraveling the mysteries that clung to the ancient walls.

The monks moved with purpose, their footsteps soft on the moss-covered stones. Each had their role— the herbalist who brewed potions from moonflower petals, the librarian who guarded dusty tomes, the bell-ringer who called the faithful to prayer.

But it was Brother Lucian who intrigued Brother Elias the most. The silver-haired monk rarely spoke, his eyes always fixed on the distant planes. When he uttered a word, it was as if the very air trembled with anticipation.

One night when the moon was indoors, Brother Elias followed Brother Lucian into the heart of the forest. The pines whispered, their voices a chorus of sealed scrolls. Brother Lucian led him to a clearing— a circle of ancient stones, their symbols were chiseled in their surfaces.

"Listen," Brother Lucian said, his voice barely audible. "The stones remember."

Brother Elias pressed his palm against the largest stone. Images flooded his mind— a woman with eyes like emeralds, a child with laughter in her hair, a man with a scar across his heart.

"Who are they?" Brother Elias asked.

"Those who came before," Brother Lucian replied. "Their stories are woven into the textures and textiles of this place."

Brother Elias closed his eyes, surrendering to the whispers. He saw battles fought, tides of romance lost, and oaths sworn. The stones held memories— the joyful bloom of a first kiss, the blunt pangs of betrayal, the intense longing for redemption.

"Can we change the past?" Brother Elias wondered aloud.

Brother Lucian shook his head. "The stones are silent witnesses. They do not judge or intervene. But they offer wisdom to those who listen."

And so, Brother Elias returned to the stones day after day. He learned their language— the way they hummed when touched, the patterns they formed under the moon’s stare to nexus the stars. He sought answers—. the purpose of his existence, the meaning of suffering, and the path to enlightenment.

One evening, as the sun dipped below the horizon, Brother Lucian beckoned him to the center of the circle. The stones burst into a free life of light and breath, pulsing like a heartbeat.

"Close your eyes," Brother Lucian said. "Feel the energy— the ethos and flow of life."

Brother Elias heeded the instruction. He sensed the roots of the pines, the rustle of leaves, the heartbeat of the earth. And then, a voice— a whisper from the depths.

"Seek the heart of the forest," it said. "There lies the key."

"What key?" Brother Elias asked.

Brother Lucian’s eyes held a high gaze in mystic knowledge. "The key to understanding, and unlocking the mysteries of existence. But beware— the heart of the forest is high standing with guardians."

Brother Elias ventured deeper. The trees closed in, their branches elaborating a canopy. The air grew thick with magic. He felt eyes upon him— mystic, curious, and textured worry.

And there, in a glade bathed in moonlight, he found it— the heart of the forest. It pulsed, a living thing, its veins woven into the roots of the pines. Symbols fox trot across its surface— the same symbols chiseled in the stones.

Brother Elias touched the heart. Visions greeted and perused his mind— the creation of worlds, the birth of stars, the dance of souls in their lands. He glimpsed eternity— the path of existence, woven by unseen hands of every beautiful thing.

But then, a shadow stirred— a darkness that threatened to consume him. Brother Elias stumbled back, gasping for breath.

"The heart," he whispered. "What is it?"

Brother Lucian’s eyes were sad. "The heart is both creation and destruction. It holds the power to remake reality— to birth, death, death of worlds necessitating a price."

"What price?" Brother Elias asked.

"Yourself," Brother Lucian said. "Your memories, your fears, your very essence. Only then can you become one with the heart."

Brother Elias hesitated. The heart beckoned—an abyss of possibility. Could he surrender everything— the tone of his past, the burden of his doubts, and the anchor of his fears?

He looked at Brother Lucian, who nodded. "Choose," he said. "Wisely."

And so, Brother Elias stepped into the heart of the forest. The pines spoke letters of the scrolls, their voices a requiem. Memories unraveled, fears melted in the fluid of oblivion, and he became one with the ancient mysteries.

When he emerged, he was no longer Brother Elias. He was something more— a vessel of profession and procession, a keeper of scrolls.

And the heart of the forest pulsed within him, its rhythm echoing through the inching moments. The monastery itself seemed to breathe with newfound life.

Brother Matthias, the last of the Silent Bells Monastery, watched as Brother Elias emerged from the Whispering Pines. His eyes widened, for saw waves of his transformation— the weight of centuries laced into Brother Elias’s features.

"Brother Elias," Brother Matthias said, "what have you become?"

Brother Elias's voice was a blend of wind and shadow. "I am no longer bound by flesh or fear. The heart of the forest has reformed me."

"But at what cost?" Brother Matthias asked. "What price did you pay?"

"Memories," Brother Elias replied. "The faces of those I loved, the taste of bread dipped in honey, the warmth of sunlight on my skin. They are fragments now, scattered like leaves in the wind."

"And your doubts?" Brother Matthias pressed. "Your regrets?"

"They have on with the fluid of oblivion," Brother Elias said. "After supplying the heart clarity it demanded. It stripped away illusions, and decorated me with the vestments of truth."

Brother Matthias glanced at the crumbling monastery. "And the Silent Bells?"

"They still toll," Brother Elias said. "But now they carry a different message— a song of beginnings and endings."

Brother Matthias stepped closer. "Tell me," he whispered. "What lies beyond the veil? What scrolls do the Hush Pines guard?"

Brother Elias’s gaze turned inward. "The pines speak of forgotten realms— worlds that exist between breaths. They tell of a cosmic narration woven by unseen hands— the warp and weft of reality."

"And can you alter this narration?" Brother Matthias asked.

Brother Elias hesitated. "I have glimpsed the loom— the mechanism that shapes fate. But to weave or unravel, one must understand the stitches in the knowledge is elusive."

"Elusive or forbidden?" Brother Matthias said.

"Both," Brother Elias admitted. "The heart of the forest is a double-edged blade. It grants power, but it hungers. It craves more prices— more vessels."

"And what of Abbot Silas?" Brother Matthias asked. "Is he also remade?"

Brother Elias's eyes darkened. "Abbot Silas walks a different path. He seeks dominion over the Hush Pines—to bend their mysteries to his will. But the pines resist. They are mystic, and they remember."

"Remember what?" Brother Matthias pressed.

"The first whispers," Brother Elias said. "The birth of time, the fall of empires, the echo of forgotten gods. They warn of a reckoning— a choice that will shape all worlds."

Brother Matthias shivered. "And what choice do we face?"

"To protect or to consume," Brother Elias said. "To wield the heart's power for creation or destruction."

"And you?" Brother Matthias asked. "What do you choose?"

Brother Elias looked toward the Hush Pines— their branches swaying in the strolling moon. "I choose balance. To listen, but not to control. To honor the past, but not to be enslaved by it."

"Is that enough?" Brother Matthias wondered.

"It must be," Brother Elias said. "For the heart's hunger is insatiable. It devours memories, dreams, and souls. We are but vessels passing through its storm."

As dawn approached, Brother Elias walked to the edge of the courtyard. The Silent Bells hung silent, their rusted chains swaying. He closed his eyes, feeling the pulse of the Hush Pines— their mystic song.

"Brother Matthias," he said, "the monastery will fade. But its echoes will linger— the wind through the arches, the scent of incense, the touch of forgotten hands."

Brother Matthias nodded. "And what of you, Brother Elias?"

"I am a bridge," Brother Elias said. "Between worlds, between whispers. I carry the heart’s burden— the weight of existence."

He stepped into the forest, the pines enfolding him. Their voices rose— a symphony of beginnings and endings.

"Listen," their scrolls scribbled. "Listen to the spaces in between."

And Brother Elias vanished, leaving only the echo of his name— a memory woven into the fabric of time.

Years later, Brother Elias returned to the Silent Bells Monastery. His hair had turned white, and his eyes held the weight of centuries. He stood in the courtyard, listening to the wind.

The bells tolled, their sound echoing through the mist.

"Brother Elias," they whispered. "You carry the wisdom of the Hush Pines. Share it with the world."

And so, he did.

The Monastery of Whispering Pines remained hidden, its secrets guarded by the mystical trees. But Brother Elias became an iconic light of a beautiful prayer— a sage who healed, prophesied, and prescribed verses of the scroll on hope to all who sought solace.

And in the quiet of the night, the wind carried his words across the land that always turns on rippling seasons:

"Listen," he said. ”

The Silent Bells Monastery stood empty, its walls crumbling. Brother Matthias, the last of the order, rang the bells one final time. Their sound echoed across the mist-shrouded courtyard.

The Whispering Pines remained, their scrolls seals unbroken. Brother Matthias tended to the fading bells, their resonance fading like distant echoes.

And in the heart of the forest, the pines murmured— a language understood by few, a narration woven by the ages.

"Seek," they whispered. "Seek the spaces in between."

And so, the cycle continued— the monks, the stones, the heart— a fox trot of scrolls, forever chiming free as fluid.

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Kehinde Margret Makinde
Soul Magazine

A complex soul, academic writer, and artist at heart with fine deem from distinct outlook; zeal's veer; and events to proof stir of gifts, love, and vision