Too hard to forgive
What does it mean to forgive? Some woes are imprinted to the core of our being..
There was a time, when I did not know?
when I did not see, watch, or hear,
all that was going on.
Letting the veil wear on my face,
letting it sit till I am out of breath,
pushing the fabric out of my face
running, panting and swimming
in your lust, inside an imagination,
in the depths of the parallels you created
to be the sunshine of a pale moon
that I watched closely through the shine of my heart.
Or your heart as you directed me.
As I moved inside through the blood clots
of a trail that took me inside a midnight vortex,
seizing inside my skin, little and little,
ripping my heart open, to find molten gold in it.
The pearls studded inside the gold leaf is a reminder.
Of all that I am, I have become, all I will be.
A bait in a midnight, dance of bodies
where the rivers meet bodies stylistically blend;
races, faces and guts disappear. Faces masquerade
and you lend your heart as the scent disperses deep
inside my nostrils, my face glitter with stinky sweat
and as we move together in unison, fission and fusion.
Of all that goes on a night, day and every phase of a moment in
between; I miss you. But then the face come in between
to remind all that is lost; for the worst its too much to take,
to willingly fake as if we are midnight’s children dancing in the outer
space and clashing like meteorites. Even if your hand
touches me, feel the warmth of my woobling blood,
the scars are too deep seated to be laid out in open
and the status quo could ever go back to what it was
Like nothing really happened, and you know something happened
something will happen, and its better not to pretend that nothing happened.
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