The Purgatory Escape
From Heaven to Hell and back again
Lenny Benedikt kissed death multiple times.
Overdoses.
Car crashes.
Second degree burns.
He grew up as a normal young boy in a small town near Munich, Germany.
His parents raised him with love and comfort, nothing ever seemed wrong.
Age 11 he got in contact with alcohol, age 12 with weed, age 15 with psychedelics and age 16 with Xanax and Opiates.
He understood from a very young age on that the system and the government is corrupt.
That’s why he never wanted to work a job or attend school.
His first big dream was to become a Rockstar and die age 21.
Why?
Because of the influence of music and idols like Lil’ Peep and Lil’ Tracy.
Lenny’s music career started age 15 and lasted until he got sober at age 19.
He gained over 50.000 streams on Soundcloud during that period.
His mental health became so bad that the addiction towards the medicine he was abusing just spiraled downwards.
He got skinnier, dressed like a feminine punk and the criminal activity also increased.
Depression, Anger, Anxiety, Tantrums, Fear, Hopelessness, Shame, Guilt, Pain, and more.
He was filled with with negative emotions and pain.
And his only coping mechanism was drugs and the love of his life.
Luna was her name.
It got so bad with Lenny that she gave him an ultimatum in September 2021.
“Get help or I will leave you”
She was dead serious.
So far they were together for 2,5 years.
Lenny decided to quit.
“I’m gonna “try” to quit and pop some pills in a week or so”, was on the back of his mind.
He told her a 1000 times before that it is impossible to get out of Xanax Hell.
The last Clonopin got taken 23th September 2021.
The withdrawal was like a walk trough the purgatory, without knowing where the exit is, or even if one exists.
It was the worst thing he went through, Luna stood by him and supported him wherever she could, same with his mother and sister.
Lenny had enough.
He was not happy, he wasn’t feeling well at all, he was miserable.
The amount of times he wanted to shoot his brain out in withdrawal was uncountable.
The withdrawal and long term effects of his drug abuse lasted for about 1 year.
1 year of not knowing if he’ll ever get healthy and normal.
1 year of battling demons in silence.
1 year of running a mental marathon with broken legs.
He made it out.
The slick back megalomaniac defeated the devil bare knuckle.
Pride is now his best friend.
Charging for the world, together with his brother Salim he’s scaling his Sales Strategy business into the moon.
Work hard.
Make yourself proud.
Thank you for reading.
This story is real, and I’ve lived trough it.
Don’t take Xanax or Opiates, shit is evil.
Peace
Lenny
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