A Night.
“She’s here for you, just take a look.”
So…London feels colder than usual day in the edge of years like this December. It touches around 9°C for average high, 3°C for average low, 10 days for wet days, and you get your sunshine only for 1.75 hours. You can imagine how cold it is, isn’t it?
Wigmore Street this night seems so wet, the rain is falling over and over again since 5 PM and makes us freezing even in this living room we already turn on the fireplace. This room is not large enough but it is fit to us who consist of six members. Yeaapp…we become one big family now although we came from many various background and places. As we know that we live together, we never recognize or even realize the love that grows so fast each time between us. Elle, Bella, Diamond, Cheril, Vico, and Liam…this is us. And I become somebody who called Diamond tonight, a diamond that never shine as pretty as it should be because she’s hiding behind her own mind. It confuses me somehow, how I can just pretending something, assuming anything without asking what’s exactly happening, or maybe keeping my ego. But…this is me.
Every love grows beautifully even when we realize it or not, and for Diamond…this new love kinda something interesting. Finally, she falls in love again after those hurtful moment and now she believes it. She believes this could be the last love for her life, she brings it in every time she says prayers, she loves him because she loves her God, and officially asking him to God.
Diamond prays, “As I love you so much, could You please to make him safe wherever he is? Could You love him more and touch his heart? Could You decrease his problem and just calming him in every problem he faced? Could I see his smiling face all the time just because I hate to see his frown’s face? And…Could you make him know me here exist? Just please God?”
But Liam seems never realize it even so many people try to whisper him, “She’s here for you, just take a look.”
We never can force somebody to love us…to like us…even to be with us. Love has nothing to do with one and another. And that night…Diamond saw him looking Bella so deep. Everything that came out of his mouth was just like something to make sure that Liam loves Bella. That night…it was a very sad moment for Diamond.
And then she decided to close again her heart but never know how it can be opened.
She said, “When I’m ready…not when I’m lonely.”
(To be continued…)
