Ghozye Nelson
Jul 9 · 2 min read
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This poem begins at the end of all life.

It starts with full stops and has no commas.

It starts with the sound of tepid stagnant water;

With silence and stillness.

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This poem should begin with everything that love and life should be.

Rainbows. Laughter. Songs. Pictures. Hugs. Smiles. Joy.

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But this poem leaves me stranded.

Its first scene opens up to me gazing at the epitaph of my father.

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This is how I begin poems on days when god becomes a metaphor for frustration.

This is how I tell my hands to write words that my tongue fears to speak.

This is how my poem begins on days when my eyes cannot find the sun.

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On those days my grief smells on these sheets

And my poems have the colour of pain.

When read they leave a sour but burning taste of fear

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On those days I want to die with the sun.

Hide myself in the garment of the night’s darkness.

I want to be nestled in the thick arms of my grief.

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But on those days the sun shines and refuses to leave the clouds.

Spewing warmth from the hollow of her mouth

And for a while, I forget my darkness.

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Edaki Timothy is a student of the University of Benin who loves dreaming of girls he may never have. Find him tweeting crazy thoughts @EdakiTimothy.

Sub-Saharan Magazine

Sub-saharan Magazine is dedicated to publishing fiction, nonfiction, and poetry rooted in African cultures.

Ghozye Nelson

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