Trans Journey Day 222: Blah, blah, blah, that’s where I’m at today, but not in a bad way. That doesn’t even make sense but I’m totally ok with that.
So, I’m not, not existing. And I’m not, overwhelmed. And I’m not, underwhelmed. I just am.
I’m not feeling overly enthused about anything but nor am I pissed or anxious.
Am I disassociating? Yeah, maybe. Probably. Why? Because my group assignment made me give up? Because I’m sick of things I can’t control being done last minute? But yet, when I DO have control and it’s ONLY me, it’s always last minute.