Trans Journey Days 132: The mirror tells me things but I don’t know what they are. My face is changing but what does that mean?
I never liked looking in the mirror, before. It wasn’t that I didn’t like what I saw, I just didn’t understand it. It didn’t seem to make sense.
I was obsessed with vampires and ONE of the reasons was because they didn’t have a reflection. It was kind of like that — I didn’t really have a reflection.
So… now… 4 months on T and there is this weird thing happening where I’m seeing a face in the mirror and I still don’t recognize it, but there is the edge of understanding.